Sometimes, it starts so quietly, you don\u2019t even realise what\u2019s happening.<\/p>\n
You begin adjusting.<\/p>\n
Toning yourself down.<\/p>\n
Not to deceive\u2014but to connect.<\/p>\n
To be liked. To be chosen.<\/p>\n
To not feel so\u2026 alone.<\/p>\n
You say yes when you mean no.<\/p>\n
You ignore what hurts.<\/p>\n
You twist yourself into someone easier to accept.<\/p>\n
And over time, without even noticing,<\/p>\n
you lose track of who you were before all the shape-shifting began.<\/p>\n
You can\u2019t tell where the pretending ends and the real you starts.<\/p>\n
All you know is\u2014you\u2019re exhausted.<\/p>\n
From trying.<\/p>\n
From chasing.<\/p>\n
From hoping they\u2019ll meet you halfway.<\/p>\n
But what no one tells you is that sometimes,<\/p>\n
even after all the bending,<\/p>\n
all the contorting,<\/p>\n
all the trying to be lovable on their terms\u2014<\/p>\n
they still won\u2019t love you.<\/p>\n
They still won\u2019t choose you.<\/p>\n
They still won\u2019t stay.<\/p>\n
And sometimes, holding on becomes the very thing that breaks you.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s not stubbornness anymore\u2014<\/p>\n
it\u2019s self-harm.<\/p>\n
When love turns into an obsession to be accepted,<\/p>\n
when your worth depends on their response,<\/p>\n
when your mood lives and dies on how they treat you\u2014<\/p>\n
you\u2019ve forgotten who you are.<\/p>\n
And here\u2019s the thing:<\/p>\n
They were never \u201call that.\u201d<\/p>\n
You made them all that.<\/p>\n
You placed them on a throne they didn\u2019t earn,<\/p>\n
and stepped down from your own in the process.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s easy to think they\u2019re the ones who caused the damage.<\/p>\n
But the truth cuts deeper:<\/p>\n
you gave them permission.<\/p>\n
You built the stage.<\/p>\n
You handed them the script.<\/p>\n
You stood back and watched as they forgot your name.<\/p>\n
But you can take it back.<\/p>\n
You can remember.<\/p>\n
That your voice has weight.<\/p>\n
That your presence has power.<\/p>\n
That your softness is not weakness, and your truth is not too much.<\/p>\n
Chasing love that asks you to become less of yourself<\/p>\n
is not love.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s self-abandonment in disguise.<\/p>\n
And the worst part?<\/p>\n
It looks so much like devotion,<\/p>\n
you don\u2019t see the difference until you\u2019re emptied out.<\/p>\n
But you can come back.<\/p>\n
Not to who you were before,<\/p>\n
but to the version of you who now knows better.<\/p>\n
Who knows what it costs to trade your identity<\/p>\n
for crumbs of affection.<\/p>\n
You come back by no longer needing to be understood to feel valid.<\/p>\n
You come back by remembering:<\/p>\n
you were never too much.<\/p>\n
By deciding that from this moment on,<\/p>\n
you stop being the weapon<\/p>\n
hurting your own soul.<\/p>\n
You are not too much.<\/p>\n
You never were.<\/p>\n
You just forgot.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s time to remember.<\/p>\n
And this time,<\/p>\n
you do not shrink.<\/p>\n
Not for comfort.<\/p>\n
Not for closeness.<\/p>\n
Not for anyone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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